Today is the weirdest day of my life. I was diagnosed ADD this summer and today was my first shot at the medication and OH MY GOSH!! I am so focused right now, it's scary! I was terrified it would really mess with my personality and all but it only helped filter alot of stuff out. Like usually if I stop and access what is going on in my head, I have a song playing and I'm thinking about upcoming stuff, just jumping around crazily. AND I usually do stuff like spin in chairs or jiggle my leg or tap my fingernails or humm or something to keep from exploding because of stress (helps me release energy built up from overstimulation). But am I doing any of that now? NO!! I'm not!! And i'm not sure whether I like it or not yet. I kinda liked the odd jingle playing through my head but right now it's just vrooommm! Focus. So yeah. that's me. Still figuring out if it's good or not.