Well, it looks like I'm finally entering a good chapter in my life. Hopefully this one won't be torn and shattered by grief, anger and pain. I'm thinking not though however I do feel unease about moving back to my hometown. I know a number of people laid to rest in the dusty pages of long past chapters may come to rise back into this new one. And I'm not sure if that will be for good . . . or not. On the other hand, I will be so far away from my fiance'. I miss him already, him being 45 minutes away but it will be worse when those minutes will turn into an hour and a half. Yes there are those who've braved worse and survived but this is my first test and I'm nervous. Not that I'll fail, but that it will be . . . well, painful. But then such is life in order for us to grow.

Even now, I'm starting to check up on those I suspect are still in Salem and hope I do not encounter them. Not for my own preservation but for theirs. I do not wish to disrupt whatever progress they have made in their own lives. One in particular . . . I only hope I can continue to abide by that person's wishes though it still pulls painfully at my heart to do so.

So yes, the basic plan is I'm moving, I'm working and I'm hopefully heading back to school here in a few months. Sadly enough I miss learning. God damn system . . . you can never stray too far.

Monday I was kicked out of my house because I refused to continue to go church. I had been moving out earlier because of another issue and had decided to stay because I didn't have a good enough reason for leaving. Now I do. If I can't make the important decisions of what I want my beliefs and values to be based off of then there is something seriously wrong. I am terribly homesick and I still love my family and they me, but this whole situation makes that that much harder. I'm living with a friend in Salem until I can move into a house in Corvallis August 1. I have no cell phone service and might not have a job. I know I can make it through but it's really tough right now. That's my life right now. Yay for freedom . . . I think. . .

Yeah, I know. You think you can quit dA but no. You just can't leave it alone. So I've finally given in and reposted a bunch of my stuff. W00t.

Well, I'm off! With rumors of unrest in higher places of the deviantART realm and college next year, I'm leaving the site. I would have left by the end of the summer anyways but things have speeded it along. To anyone who cares, good luck with your gifts and talents! Until we meet again!

Uhm, not too happy with the submission agreement document. I can understand where it's coming from but that still doesn't make me happy.

Anyone else have an opinion?