Well, it looks like I'm finally entering a good chapter in my life. Hopefully this one won't be torn and shattered by grief, anger and pain. I'm thinking not though however I do feel unease about moving back to my hometown. I know a number of people laid to rest in the dusty pages of long past chapters may come to rise back into this new one. And I'm not sure if that will be for good . . . or not. On the other hand, I will be so far away from my fiance'. I miss him already, him being 45 minutes away but it will be worse when those minutes will turn into an hour and a half. Yes there are those who've braved worse and survived but this is my first test and I'm nervous. Not that I'll fail, but that it will be . . . well, painful. But then such is life in order for us to grow.

Even now, I'm starting to check up on those I suspect are still in Salem and hope I do not encounter them. Not for my own preservation but for theirs. I do not wish to disrupt whatever progress they have made in their own lives. One in particular . . . I only hope I can continue to abide by that person's wishes though it still pulls painfully at my heart to do so.

So yes, the basic plan is I'm moving, I'm working and I'm hopefully heading back to school here in a few months. Sadly enough I miss learning. God damn system . . . you can never stray too far.